>>915583615This is sort of what dating a chick with BPD is like.
You keep telling yourself that the days where she's a sweet, beutiful girl is what makes dealing with the angry toxic psycho BPDemon worth it.
Eventually you come to the realization that the sweet beautiful girl AND the angry toxic psycho are BOTH manifestations of the BPD.
And the "real girl" maybe isn't someone you'd want to date.