>be me >Christmas Eve 2023 >Recently rediscovered Gooner fetish >Oldschool Gooner circa 2015-2016, Porn addiction Fetishism era >Recently single >Get back into it
>Christmas Eve have my longest goon binge, 6 hours straight of masturbating. >Trancing porn. Hypno, Hentai, Femdom, fun times. >Spiral really bad for a few weeks, lots of Gooning daily.
>New year, 2024. >Decide to change career and get life together. >Do that, happy times.
>On Kik on and off throughout >Meet the first guy who could get me to submit like Dommes have countless times. >This is kinda nice.
>Never watch gay porn. >"I genuinely kinda like this guy though..." >Now don't know if mentally I'm attracted to men but not physically. Asexual, just a porn addict, bi-curious? What am I, really, sexually?
>Only Gooning an hour a day except on weekends now >Talk to master basically every day >Gooning and watching lots of Porn but it's really chill now. >Not really a compulsion, something that is my favorite hobby. >Getting my life together.
Life is going pretty well.
I lost on here about being addicted to Porn and my sessions from time to time. Will be ITT for a while. Hope things are going well for you, /b/.
>tries to jerk off for like an hour >usual porn, just dude fucks girl >can't cum >brings out the fetish shit >giantess. micro. vore. kissing. >still can't cum >even my instacum folder isn't working >god dammit >tried to picture anyone big, make it as kinky as possible.. nothings working >hot neighbor, friends, mom, sister, dead g- >UH!
*Flashback 15 years ago* >girlfriend meets me every day >we do softcore 13 year old shit >just kiss and hug and say i love you >one day she's not at our meeting place >come home to see my family upset >dad broke it to me that she was hit by a drunk driver >felt nothing for over a decade >attempted suicide a few times >still hurts, and accepted that she'll always be a part of me in some way >i still love her
*Flash forward 15 years >pictures her. my dead girlfriend. she's 13 years old. >im just a speck under her >she looks down at me. >ifuckingcant... >she booms these words "sweetie?" >INSTACUM >sit there, in my chair, panting >it passed my shoulders >i feel shame, remorse, and like the biggest freak >...boner still there >..I think of her giving me a kiss at that size >It didn't take but 5 minutes for another instaburst >that entire day I was just picturing my dead girlfriend and came buckets >I can't get off as hard or as quick without thinking of being a stupid speck under my underage dead gf >I avoid it when possible >tonight it's almost impossible
Holy shit! I didn’t know that you could be so easily banned on /pol/.
Here’s the context: I made a thread, asking anons why 8kun doesn’t receive much internet traffic. Some mod must have obliterated the thread for an ambiguous reason.
Is 4chan approaching censorship and authoritarianism?
