>>795396238alright, i'll try to explain my situation.
From little i've always wanted a little sister, but i never got one.
Because of this i've always been very friendly and nice to kids, girls especialy, which was great when i was also a kid, but as i grew older girls my age did not give me attention because i never learned how to interract with them, this was also because of autism.
so i grew older, the girls who game me attention did not, so as i went into puberty and started thinking of girls sexualy, i thought of little girls instead of girls my age.
i know why kids being sexual is a bad thing, i get the psychology and stuff, so i stick to playing with them and adoring them, while jacking it to lolis.
i have no intention of ever doing anything irl but it's a constant fear that i might loose controll, i just want to live a normal life like anyone else. But my biggest dream is to have a daughter.
