I don't know what to do /b/ last night my girlfriend of 4 years went out with friends and I decided to be a creep and snoop on her laptop because shes been acting strange recently. What I found almost makes me sick to the stomach. Her history was full of interracial and BBC searches, and even a few saved video's. I almost stopped right there to call her about it but I checked her tumblr and that was even worse. Hundreds of messages with black guys where she would beg them to fuck her "like her white bf cant", I mean I knew she was into a bit of bdsm and degradation but never this.

The worse part is that at the end of it all I was hard as a rock, I even had to jerk off to the messages before she got back. Now I have no idea what to do, i'm not a fucking cuck am I? that shit never did anything for me until yesterday night, what do I do?

Pic related, it's me and devon.