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I feel like I would rather not date anyone honestly
Im still with my first gf and fuck but I wasn't her first and that disgusts me and fills me with rage
She says she loves me but I can't believe her
I say i love her but i have no idea what that means
I disassociate during sex with her all the time and can never get fully hard
I dont really want to be alive at all
Im still with my first gf and fuck but I wasn't her first and that disgusts me and fills me with rage
She says she loves me but I can't believe her
I say i love her but i have no idea what that means
I disassociate during sex with her all the time and can never get fully hard
I dont really want to be alive at all