>>834451402because I fell in love with a little blonde girl who kept hurting me emotionally and playing fuck tons of mind games with me but then act like she wasn't doing anything at all which drove me fucking crazy for months and months. I'd scream like a banshee and go fucking balastic and throw her shit on the lawn and in turn would make her the victim.
she would go crying to my friends, balling her eyes out saying shit like "I don't know what happened, I don't know why he does this, I didn't even do anything" and then I'd seem like a total fucking psycho.
lost more than half my friends
I learned a lot of valuable lessons though
1) someone can claim they love you and have all the passion and conviction to back it up but that doesn't mean they wont hurt you or that they even know what love really is
2) you can put all the effort in and it won't matter
3) some people are just born wrong and you won't know till you're deep in the shit with this monster
4) it's better to walk away than to fight most of the time, fighting is about letting the other person know that what they did or didn't do was not acceptable and if they really appreciate and long for you company then removing yourself should be effective at showing the other person that they fucked up, then after the dusts settles, then you can talk about it
5) people aren't special, they're just special to you
