Why couldn't nature have given me a normal level of intelligence /b/? Honestly how much is it to ask to be some random guy in some random low-mid tier university writing bullshit java then partying / playing outside the rest of the day? God I'm such an edgy retarded piece of shit. I honestly just want to go back to HS tbh. At least then I didn't have to completely isolate myself from the world because of my stupidity.
/rant

Pic related is what I'm slowly turning into tbh