I'm suffering from an anxiety based condition called Derealization, which is a state of mind that makes one feel life is unreal and foreign. Totally sucks and has been the closest I've been to committing suicide.
No cures, barely any treatments. Life becomes unbearably hard and my mind races constantly.>what is life?>why is there any life at all?>why does the world look the way it does?>is there a god? >what's the point of anything?>i wonder what he/she is thinking>ect ect ect