So /b/ I'm currently down, reason being is because there is a girl that I love shes my only happiness, shes the light in a dark room, she makes me feel invincible and I want her so much but shes my bestfriend and knowing that I will never get that chance destroys me I don't know what to do, im contemplating suicide no one will ever understand how I feel towards her, ive tried telling people how I feel about her but they always tell her moving her away from me I need help /b/ please I cant cope.