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Feels thread? I just want to talk to someone.

Its my first year at uni and things arent really going how i hoped. Im at a very good school, but its a hell of a lot harder to stay motivated for classwork than i expected. The friends here ive known for years are spiralling into lives focused entirely around drugs and turning into deadbeats. The friends ive met since i got here are boring fucks who play league of legends all day. A girl i fell for too fast is a flaky bitch. Ive hooked up with a few others in the meantime but i dont even enjoy it anymore. I pass the time by drinking until i cant stand up, trying to forget.

The only thing that makes me feel good is running. I go out probably 6 times a week, usually in the middle of the night, put music in, and just keep going until i cant breathe and im about to collapse. I run until my lungs are burning and my legs are made of lead and my feet are bleeding. And then i go home and i breathe deep and i pass out in bed.

What do i do /b/ros, how do i find happiness here? Why do i feel so alone?