>>648482674wrapping a noose around my neck.
but i have learned how to unwrap the noose mentally when i catch it.
i also used to imagine god throwing red-hot iron rods from the sky that would pierce through my roof and stab me in all the possible cross sections while i was taking a shit every morning.
fantasize all the time about horrible ways to die/kill myself/kill other people
those days are mostly over though
