/b/ I don't want to come off as beta but I have a girlfriend, and my girlfriend is better than me with activities, groups, friends, and college. I am attending a community while she is attending a university.
She said she would move in with me... but she changed her mind recently.
I'm a little afraid of her dorming with her friends for her and my sake.
I also don't want to be alone. I'm afraid she'll realize how her life is complete without me and that she can find someone better. I love her, I really do, but I can't let her go. I don't want to live with Plan B of serving my life in the military... I don't have family to return to which is why I need her. She's my closest friend... i'm not sure why she ever said yes to me.