>>648486029Went to a good junior college (high school for you yanks), got good grades. Not the best, but high enough. I never really had friends who wanted to spend time with me willingly, so I kinda just drifted from one group to the other, talking to whoever wanted to talk to me. The rest of the time I spent alone.
I nearly didn't go to prom, but just laughed it off and went anyway to show off my three-piece suit my dad's old friend tailor-made for a low price.
Then I got conscripted for two years and everything started screwing up.
So far I'd been able to keep my composure every time I felt overwhelmed, but BMT broke me.
I broke down and started crying in the middle of a marching cadence.
Now I'm doing clerk work in a shitty office at medic hq for the rest of the two years.
I've got no motivation to continue living or die, just going through the motions.
Playing the piano helps, though.