>>648405967fact
nothing necessarily feels 'good' at all on any psychedelic. there are fun bits, but they're too chaotic to do frequently, aren't party drugs - they make you feel different, not necessarily good. you might suddenly think you're able to see or taste music, but it wouldn't necessarily 'sound better'
i'm into freebase coke recently. which probably means i'm fucked, but i managed to stop using heroin and have no cravings. i'm trying to find the perfect high, heroin is fucking far from perfect, it's absolutely fucking satanic. imagine something similar will prove to be true soon thanks to the glass meth and home-cooked colombian fishscale, but nothing can be worse than an opiate cold turkey, so i'm still looking.
i'd say (for music)
very high purity freebase coke
mdma
meth
booze, weed and alcohol combined (most dangerous so far)
alcohol
weed
can't really think of any others just to make music better. i've been up on coke and/or meth for breakfast then continually throughout the day. then downers at night. haven't slept for something ridiculous like 70 hours, this coke is fucking nuts. it just powers through any other drug i take and the coke high dominates. the meth is glass, 90mg IV'd made me throw up on first use. nothing 've ever used is better for sheer party-like hedonism like listening to music, than legit good quality cocaine, cooked by yourself into freebase so you arent smoking crack, which is sometimes like 0.5% coke on the streets.
oh fuck i'm rushing too hard, rambling. will stfu. am still right.
