>>648378676>It's not you're fault.
Watch out for this.
The price of free will is responsibility. Depriving yourself of responsibility in you're mind deprives your concious will to be happy/content of power.
If you say "I am depressed and it's not my fault" then you will stay depressed. And it will be your fault.
Stay away from antidepressants.
Remember, to take responsibility for your own state of mind empowers you to actually do something about it. But not taking responsibility is easier, and can be sort of soothing in the short term because you can convince yourself that you arn't actually doing anything wrong, but this is the way of weak people.
Are you a weak person, or will you take responsibility for your own state of mind?
Learn to meditate.