why is it disgusting? i would rather smoke weed every night to relax and enjoy the ways it makes you think than be a zombie who needs anti anxiety and anti depression meds every day just to make it through a miserable existance which is caused by getting trapped in those medications.
I have anxiety about a shit load of things but i don't take any meds. its very normal to feel anxiety because the real world is a scary fucking place. but meds won't change that and it's just not a good path