Life long major chronic depression asperger
geek reporting in: Don't do this shit OP.
Get some help man. With meds and some talk therapy shit can and does get better. How old are you man? If you've survived into early adult hood the worst is OVER. Life does get better and suicide is a stupid wasteful
permanent solution to a TEMPORARY problem. Listen to Freddy Mercury and Queen
man, Don't try suicide you're just gonna hate it!